Ergh. I'm so tired. I've been working so much this past week and I just want to fall asleep and wake up next thursday. I hate when I get to work and stare at the clock, it just seems to go so much SLOWER that way. oh well, at least i'm getting paid! and it's about 100 times better than being in school, so hurrah! hope everyone's having a good day. it's almost the weeeekend!

Last night was the festival, wasn't anything too special just the normal stuff bla bla. Went there with leigh, met up with tony, jas, jason, ben and molly. A few people didn't show up though. That pissed us off, but nothing could ruin that night! Oh it was awesome indeed. Went swimming all day before the fireworks with Leigh and her 87 little siblings. Tony kissed her, that made us want to throw up, now shes all fucking freaked out her ex bf will find out. he made her promise not to see anyone over the summer, so they can get back together during school. pretty fucked up if you ask me. summers supposed to be fun, not ghetto like hes turned it into for her. ah well. whats tomorrow? saturday? cool. nick gets back monday! everyones doin the pk thing wednesday so we're gonna hit that up with our presences. if they get lucky. Last night was cool, a little fucked up, but so is every other day in my life. Wowww i think i've said fuck about 9 times so far! But who is counting. maybe i'll actually get to see kevin wednesday. That would be super!

"i like maxim cleavage-you got iT-SHOW IT! THATS MY PHILOSOPHY" -heidi klum

well anyways last night was jen's house, and to sum it up.. Went to the state for some fun times. Almost died on the highway, because jill can't drive worth shit. Hahah it was awesome for being one of the scariest times of my life. We had a blast downtown. ah pero yo soy cansada. i'm going to sign off of here.. blahh

things are going terrible in the guy department.. i swear.. sometimes i feel like i want to go to sleep and never wake up

well anyways last night was jen's house, and to sum it up.. it sucked. But we werent at her house were we? NO WE WERENT! A group of us (the only people who showed up...) ran through the woods to the creek. It was awesome. It smelled like sewage. So did we. woohoo! we talked and... WOOHOO! thats all im saying, well an hour or so later we were back on dry land in the so called "party". So we walked around, pretended to have fun, and sat on the curb smelling rather bad. But who knows, Jayme always smells bad.

So here I am, sitting in front of my computer. Nothing good happened today. I was SUPPOSEDLY going to the pool with the posse, until our plans were screwed up. That sums up my day/night/whenever the hell it is. I love my lifeeeeee not.

not too much has been happenin today...I dropped by the ap with some friends and we got some icecream and that about all thats been happening. Yeah i know not alots been droppin but ehh ive been swimmin alot.. we won our last swim meet by 9 points, which rocked. Our medley relay won by 3 seconds, which is totally awesome, leading it was the lovely april, doin fly. BECAUSE OH OH I AM SO FLY :-D heheh well im off to get some lunch my friends, more later when something happens
*cara*

It's sunday, let's see what i did today. i woke up and ate a nutrigrain bar, then helped libby get dressed. Yay for little sisters... i had to babysit for the neighbors the rest of the day, which was boring, but alright since i got to browse through their selection of dvd's and... food :) well im headin over to kelsey's because she has a pool and i feel like swimming, even though i feel like i have sun poisoning too... oh well!

I don't know. I feel like.. like everything is just falling apart. Last night was amy's party and it really wasn't fun and the entire time i was only pretending..